So it's been a while since my last entry. Since then I've worked a LOT, hung with the guys a little, had the Cedar Point trip cancelled, gotten info on my roomate and my schedule, and basically been bored.
That's bad news about the trip, but lately I hadn't really had high hopes for it anyway. In the end Andy bailed due to nondescript "time" issues, and Patrick decided a new amp he totally doesn't need and can't even fit into his dorm room in a month is more important than Eddie and I.
Hanging out with the guys has been less fun than usual, but not nessicarily anyone's fault. Eddie and I are real buys with work, and Ronal out of town for a bit to go do important college stuffs at Rolla. Shawn however has just been an ass-hole to the point of when we called to see if he wanted to chill he not only declined, but said he would rather hang out with other people. Needless to say, I'm fucking tired of Shawn bailing on us. As far as I'm concerned I don't plan to see him again before I head off to Kirksville.
Work's been fine. I'm finally getting to know some of the other employees there. Most of them are pretty cool.
Other than that stuff, I'm just feeling pretty damn blah. I'm really looking forward to college, as per usual, but I'm starting to get all reflective again, and that's always a bad move. As usual, I'm astonished at how little I have to show for 4 years of high school. In fact, let me list everything I can come up with:
-A small group of friends which is rapidly falling apart and never really felt that tight knit back in its glory-days
-A good education (I guess) and a general idea of what I want to do from here on out
-Highly evolved (given its starting point) sense of musical taste
-A bass guitar I am still unable to play
-0 dates and/or memorable romantic moments
-A plethora of funny stories
-No serious stories
-Only a small improvement to the social skills that I went into HS with
-No progress (a small bit of regression in fact at one point) on my crush on Sarah dating back from 8th grade
-Pretty much jack-shit.
Sunday, July 1, 2007
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